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[Friday
6:37pm September 9th] |
Sorry babez. but im closing this journal.
im opening up a new one in like a few hrs lol im making it right now. need something new :)
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[Friday
11:19am September 9th] |
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maaan all i want right now, is that i want u out of my life. u fucked up asshole. and i kno that stupid entry is for her. dont fucking denie it cuz i wont believe u. man.. this is it joey. im done. fuck and its sad that i run to u wen im sad. i wont do that anymore. im moving on. fuck it i said it. ill fine someone better. cuz ur not worth my tears. IM SO SICK OF THIS SHIT!!! god damn it. i can never b happy with u. man 2 fucking yrs like this. i should have killed myself a long time ago. i cant anymore man. u literally fucked me up emotionally. dont msg me or call me. im changing my number soon. i wont fucking call u. ill break the phone before even dial ur number. im tired of this damn it.. i cant take it anymore. i think now i really do want u out of my life. i want u gone. away. no where near me, or my thoughts or anything. b the player that u are freely cuz i want NO part in it. joey... u fucked up. u had the nerve to call me a hoe, a slut... wen the only person i did shit with is u? and then u say u were kidding... u dont play around like that sorry.. im not kort or amanda. i do have respect for myself. and u just completely lost me. cuz i want NOTHING from u. theres other fish in the sea. and i dont need u.
live a HAPPY life. dont u fucking dare msg me or call me i wont answer back or pick up. this time i think its for real... cuz u just pissed me the fuck off.
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[Saturday
10:56pm August 27th] |
Learn to live without me. im now out of ur life. fucking liar.
From ur ex.
to joey.
u had me. u broke me. now u lost me.
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[Thursday
9:15am August 25th] |
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i was going to make this entry private but fuckkkkit. lately i been feeling horrible man. god... he literally found a way to make me feel... dumb. u dont tell ur gf that shes stupid cuz his still going to school and im not. and so wat if i have a diploma its just a GED diploma. i could have made u feel like shit that very second but i didnt cuz that would have been fucked up. and yesterday... " I'll call u in 20 mins" more like never. god damn it. everything is always more important to u. wat am i invisible?! do u ever care?!? u say u do. i really doubt that. i mean.. shit ur 16!! and ur so much younger then me. maybe thats y u dont care... and i blame myself for that. cuz i shouldnt have gotten involve with someone younger then me. buuut i did... joey... be honest i think u lost me... cuz im seriously tired of it. and u could care less about me. all i can tell u now, is b good, go to school. make something of urself.. and dont get a GED diploma... its a shitty diploma rite? agh.. :'( lately u cant stand me and i cant stand u. u want to fix this? msg me after school. if u dont. then leave it like that... im tired of crying myself to sleep for u. im tired of feeling bad all the time. and its hurts so bad... and all this shit reminds me of FUCKING JASON!! and i cant handle it anymore. im getting myself depressed. and i feel like crying.. and i kno i shouldnt cry. cuz its stupid 2 cry for u cuz... i kno for a fact u dont feel anything like how i feel about u. and u never will feel wat i feel for u. cuz as i said b4, ur obligation will always b ur friends. ALWAYS! and i told u in the begining wen we started dating. i dont come second. and i stooped down for almost a yr to that. and i just cant anymore. :( it hurts. im going now. i love u. i do. but i dont think u do now...
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[Friday
6:59pm August 6th] |
BABY DAVID SAYS THIS JOURNAL IS PRIVATE
wanna b added? comment. add me back. and ill add u.
LoVe ♥ MeLiSsA
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